I had been eating a lot of bad foods because of a man. He was too wrapped with the problems in his life to know that he was hurting me by ignoring me (not calling, texting, or even a simple email). I'm trying to find love and at the same time keep my bad eating habits in check. I was considering going to a gym to use there (small) swimming pool. I have a tank top and some shorts, because I have to rolls to wear a regular one piece.

I don't know if it is the healthy thing to do, but, I am starting to take Topamax (Migraine medicine, given to me by my doctor). It cause the Coca-Cola taste not as good, so I can then consentrate  on drinking diet cola. My biggest problem is regular cola, and If I get a small bow of those 100 calorie tiny cup cakes I have to freeze them so I won't eat the whole box.

Current Mood: depressed

Again I let a man get me depressed and started to eat more to make myself feel better. I did not expect him to leave me because of problems he was having in his own life

Current Mood: lonely

I not sure what to use this journal for. I am a witch, looking for a serious relationship, trying to lose weight, and I have problems with depression, panic attacks, and anxiety. If you are reading any of this and you have some suggestions, I'm open. Don't worry about offending me. You might just help me. Of course, I will have to remain anonymous here since some of the things I will be posting will be very private.

Current Mood: okay

Hi everyone, I don't have anything to post right now, but I'm sure I'll come up with something later.

Current Mood: calm